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My People - Cosette, Austin, Oliver, Cody, me & Ryan. Just think, had I not lived, these people wouldn't be on the planet. They are my whole heart!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

seriously bummed

I hate to whine and be unpleasant...
I know that everything.
EV-UR-REEEE-THING...
that I have faced in the past year has made me stronger.
I know that God has used everything for His glory and my good.
I know.
I believe.
Really, I do.
I'm just frustrated.
The phone and satellite are out because... the bill I thought I had paid back in November...
not so much.
Check bounced.
My bank showed that it cleared, but no.
And I "wasted" my paycheck at the beginning of the month catching up everything else.
Well. Most of the other stuff.
A lot of stuff.
I paid ahead on my insurance and my water bill.
That would have been enough for the durn phone and satellite.
Woulda, coulda, shoulda.
And, just to show you what an honest person I am...
I got a credit card in the mail today.
In Michael's name. Just needs to be activated. And i know his social and other relevant information.
But I wouldn't. Couldn't. Shouldn't.
Tempting.
My internet and tv keep me sane.
And when I get paid - which will not be a lot since I've been out sick - that money needs to go toward my car payment. And... well, Christmas presents.
I called Robert to ask when child support will be here and he hemmed and hawed and "I'll try to get something in the mail on Saturday".
Great. Whatever.
In the scheme of things, this is not a tragedy, relatively speaking.
It's just...
another great big...
"it sucks to be broke and single".
End of whine.
God bless.

5 comments:

Sonya said...

I hate it when you think things are in control and it's not so. So sorry this happened. At least you know what happened now and can move forward. Hope you can smile and get thru it and go forward from here. Will say a prayer for all to work out for you.
Sonya

stasha said...

hmm... I'm not really sure what to say, just know that no matter what God is with you always! I'm sure you know this I just wanted to remind you :) Also, know that I love you and I'm praying for you real hard! and I think that you're the best aunt EVER! I don't care what anybody says you're my favortive! =] Love you! and I really hope to see you soon! <3.

Lisa said...

I'll say prayers that God sends extra!!!
Lisa in Kentucky

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