Tonight I stumbled across an amazingly inspirational blog - check it out http://audreycaroline.blogspot.com/ but what you HAVE to do, and it will take a few hours, I'm sure, because I'm a speed reader and it took me many many hours... go back and read the story of Audrey Caroline from the beginning. If you know anything about the Christian group Selah- this is written by the wife of one of the members. It's a beautiful story. Just go read it. Trust me. You need to see this!